So, it's been a while. Sorry I haven't written. I was in this thing and it was good, but it wasn't enough. I gave it everything I had, but I didn't have that one thing that I needed and she deserved so now, here we are.
Did you miss me? I missed you.
I'm at home now, watching a movie. I should be doing my taxes, but I'm watching a cop movie instead. This guy is in the witness protection program and they want to go after his girlfriend and she's probably going to die, which isn't right, what with her being Eva Mendez and all. You don't kill Eva Mendez. I can think of a lot of things to do with Eva Mendez, and all of them are much nicer.
Also, there's this girl. I know. I know! Too soon, right. I just got back and you're worried about me going away all over again, but this is different. This one makes me want to write. This one makes me want to fucking sing for chrissakes. I can't remember a time when I got this excited about spending time with a woman. Who knows how this'll all turn out. I haven't even asked her on a date yet. I don't even know if she'll say yes if I do. For now, though, for now, I am happy to feel this way, just to feel excited. It makes me want to write and, if she says no, if it doesn't work out, well that will make me want to write some more too.
So I'm back.
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I thought you said you were going to be single for a while? Then again . . . I may have been a little tipsy at the time we had that conversation . . .
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